IF

"Ok, ok, I will do it. I will, yeah that's a deal....

"No... I will, I am sure I can, I promise....

"But, oh forget it....
"But... what if he just gets annoyed,..
"What if I just by saying that shatter him...
"What if...
"Ah... but...
"But...I...don't...want....oh I am just baffled...
"What will happen to.... my promise?????....

"It is better if....

"If.... If....If..."
Sweats trickling down his cheeks (or perhaps tears), he sat there half ready.